Wish that I could... [oh-so-soft, hardly above a whisper, but sizhui's voice lifts again before he expresses his gratitude,] Thank you, [comes first, he pauses long enough to reach for his own teacup but he simply holds it between his hands for now.] And you're right, yet part of me can't help wishing there were other ways to be even semi-aware of what might come our way.
[the simulation room only offers so much, after all.]
[at first, sizhui perks somewhat, looking intrigued by whatever advice it is that itachi's about to offer, but when he says ‘experience’, he lets out an abrupt huff of laughter.]
Alright, well, you got me there. That's definitely one way to learn and be even more prepared for later missions.
[that's more than enough for sizhui, who adjusts the placement of his hands on his cup then lifts it to take a drink. it's a perfect moment to also contemplate what he might be most concerned about, that way when he finishes swallowing, he can reflect aloud,] Perhaps you can.
I have been considering ways to improve my espionage skills. [and itachi definitely seems like he excels in that area, considering.]
（ things he does not want to have to explain to wei ying: how he corrupted his child into spycraft, actually. itachi cants his head to one side faintly, and then: ）
Why would you consider that to be an area of interest?
[who said anything about telling? (no one yet, but it's obvious neither of them would lie to wei wuxian, and sizhui's technically not allowed to.)]
Well... [he trails off, considering, wondering if he should be so audacious, and figuring it's not untrue:] It's something I lack skill in? And I would like to be prepared in case there's a mission where it might be useful.
It is not necessarily a bad thing to lack skill in. To be capable of such deception means that people will be naturally inclined to trust you less, even if you have not leveraged the skill towards them.
It's a skill I would like to dedicate solely to missions, where it might actually be useful. [he clearly has no need to trick his fellow orbers – or most of them, anyway? – so it seems a safe enough skill, even if it does make some individuals less likely to trust him.
although, even if he won't say it, he does imagine his cute little baby face will throw people off, regardless.]
（ he centers the tea between his hands, and then: ）
The key to lying to someone is to include some amount of truth. It is not a matter of inventing an identity, or a story, and then making yourself fit that mold. The story must fit you. You will be less prone to errors in this case. An easy example is with names. If you choose a name entirely unlike your own, you will not respond to it naturally without extensive conditioning. But if you choose something with a similar first syllable, for instance, you will react more naturally if someone calls it.
[sizhui straightens his lax posture, squares his shoulders and focuses his entire attention on itachi, listening intently.
of course, the first thing that comes to mind is perhaps using his birth name as a cover, that way he would react naturally and the only people who have actually used it otherwise are close family members; people he already knows he can trust and who might understand the necessity of the situation. he wrinkles his nose and pinches his lips in thought, wondering if it would be silly to even suggest, so he (mostly) resists for now, considering the other suggestion instead.]
I may have an idea... but something with a similar first syllable, hm? Maybe I should branch out on ideas and consider names that aren't in my native tongue too.
（ he skims the lip of his cup with his thumb, and then raises it for a drink. ）
That is your decision. It does not matter unless we are on a world that reflects your own culture to the point it would be detrimental to you to be beyond their perception of 'normal'. （ a beat. then: ） You could try Sean.
（ what sizhui doesn't know about the name being a reference to an old friend, now gone, does not hurt him. ）
Mm. [it's all he offers initially, his attention momentarily downcasting to his own teacup. as sizhui contemplates taking a drink too, he pauses at the offered name, blinking once, twice, then his expression pinches faintly.
maybe he doesn't know that itachi could very well be referencing the same sean he'd known; the teenager he'd become roommates with and had started growing rather close to. nevertheless, he maintains a calm, mostly steady demeanor despite his head tilting one way then the other, as if he's actually considering the suggestion, but he eventually says,] I could. It is a name I would react to, but I don't know if it would be the proper reaction.
Then, whatever best suits your need would suffice. The minutiae of it is irrelevant. Pretend we are on a mission — let us use Zeta Alatheia as an example — and you are telling me a story about your history, intending to use it to gain my trust and blend in. Use just enough details from your own life to sell it. Afterwards, I will critique your approach.
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（ he lifts the cup for a brief sip, and sets it back down with unerring precision. ）
You are clever, and dedicated. That means you will be inclined to perform to the best of your abilities.
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[the simulation room only offers so much, after all.]
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（ a beat. then, demurely — ）
It's called experience.
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Alright, well, you got me there. That's definitely one way to learn and be even more prepared for later missions.
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However, if there is an area within your proficiency that you are most concerned about, perhaps I can assist in other ways.
（ fighting, spycraft, investigation... pick your poison, itachi is a grade a mary sue no cap. ）
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I have been considering ways to improve my espionage skills. [and itachi definitely seems like he excels in that area, considering.]
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Why would you consider that to be an area of interest?
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Well... [he trails off, considering, wondering if he should be so audacious, and figuring it's not untrue:] It's something I lack skill in? And I would like to be prepared in case there's a mission where it might be useful.
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（ so like. don't say he didn't warn you, kid. ）
Knowing that, you still wish to learn?
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although, even if he won't say it, he does imagine his cute little baby face will throw people off, regardless.]
I do, so long as you are willing to teach me.
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（ he centers the tea between his hands, and then: ）
The key to lying to someone is to include some amount of truth. It is not a matter of inventing an identity, or a story, and then making yourself fit that mold. The story must fit you. You will be less prone to errors in this case. An easy example is with names. If you choose a name entirely unlike your own, you will not respond to it naturally without extensive conditioning. But if you choose something with a similar first syllable, for instance, you will react more naturally if someone calls it.
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of course, the first thing that comes to mind is perhaps using his birth name as a cover, that way he would react naturally and the only people who have actually used it otherwise are close family members; people he already knows he can trust and who might understand the necessity of the situation. he wrinkles his nose and pinches his lips in thought, wondering if it would be silly to even suggest, so he (mostly) resists for now, considering the other suggestion instead.]
I may have an idea... but something with a similar first syllable, hm? Maybe I should branch out on ideas and consider names that aren't in my native tongue too.
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That is your decision. It does not matter unless we are on a world that reflects your own culture to the point it would be detrimental to you to be beyond their perception of 'normal'. （ a beat. then: ） You could try Sean.
（ what sizhui doesn't know about the name being a reference to an old friend, now gone, does not hurt him. ）
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maybe he doesn't know that itachi could very well be referencing the same sean he'd known; the teenager he'd become roommates with and had started growing rather close to. nevertheless, he maintains a calm, mostly steady demeanor despite his head tilting one way then the other, as if he's actually considering the suggestion, but he eventually says,] I could. It is a name I would react to, but I don't know if it would be the proper reaction.
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Then, whatever best suits your need would suffice. The minutiae of it is irrelevant. Pretend we are on a mission — let us use Zeta Alatheia as an example — and you are telling me a story about your history, intending to use it to gain my trust and blend in. Use just enough details from your own life to sell it. Afterwards, I will critique your approach.