（ actually he's just glad you won't be rooting around in his brainmeat anymore, but — he knows how much a part of blue his abilities are. they are even more intrinsically tied to him than the sharingan is to the uchiha. ）
Only time can tell, I think. I won't know if it was the right thing until the end. For now, I have to hang onto what power is left to me and hope it's enough.
It is taking some adjustment and help; when the sense fails, those nearby or who sense it are able to keep me oriented. To help assure that those here are real, not simulations like that town.
（ reality is subjective anyway — each person's perception of the world builds their own in the mind, and no two are exactly alike. he knows all too well how one's reality can be given form. ）
If you require assistance that falls within my purview, please let me know.
My hope is to manage this as to not become a greater detriment to you or others, but I will inevitably need help. Thank you. Your eyes...did you proceed with what was offered you? From Viveca.
If complications arise, Leonard may attempt to mitigate the risk with his own will... and so this strange web of wishes and consequences continues to be woven.
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Do you feel it was a worthwhile trade?
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I won't know if it was the right thing until the end.
For now, I have to hang onto what power is left to me and hope it's enough.
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The loss of connection must be very difficult for you to bear.
How are you supplementing it?
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If you require assistance that falls within my purview, please let me know.
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Thank you.
Your eyes...did you proceed with what was offered you? From Viveca.
spontaneously backdating this to the 18th
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Hidden, underlying "costs" for the effort...
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McCoy-sensei has agreed to facilitate the surgery in a few days' time. I expect the recovery will be several more days beyond it.
If there is more to bear, I expect it will follow that.
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If complications arise, Leonard may attempt to mitigate the risk with his own will... and so this strange web of wishes and consequences continues to be woven.
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（ but now he's going to have a chat with the man about it, just in case. ）
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[eyesight jab not intended.]
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（ only one self-sacrificial bitch allowed in this house thank u. ）
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However, if it fails, I lose nothing I have not already come to terms with. So please, do not concern yourself.
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（ gallows humour... ）
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As you wish.
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Blue.
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（ the word is 'teasing', asshole. ）
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I see...
I appreciate that you'd clarify; you are hard enough to read even beyond text.
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If you ask, I will try.
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Thank you.
Will you let me know? When your procedure is done.
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I suspect I will be indisposed for several days following. You may visit, if you wish.
（ he prefers his own company, generally speaking, and does not like others seeing him vulnerable or ill. but he will... make allowances. ）
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Is there anything of note I should bring along for you?
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