blackfire: (itachi003)
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construing: (serve.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-27 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ loving the trust, itachi, but— ใ€‰ If you're wanting specifics, that one's a little above my pay grade.

There are enough resources. They're not always distributed equitably, ใ€ˆ she makes a face, ใ€‰ but that's a separate, incredibly fucked up topic.

Point is there is enough of the world to keep everyone fed and happy. ใ€ˆ if humans would stop destroying the environment ๐Ÿซ 

dropping to a sitting position, gwen waves him over. after he joins her, she points across the east river.
ใ€‰ That's Brooklyn. Follow the river, that's Queens, where I live. I haven't made that walking tour yet.
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construing: (hide.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-27 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ she laughs. ใ€‰ No. The mayor lives here in Manhattan. Queens' name is a holdover from when we had a king.

Long story very short, thirteen colonies did not like the king. Had a whole war of independence. Got our independence. And the United States was born. ใ€ˆ with baseline enthusiasm: ใ€‰ America, fuck yeah.
construing: (family.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-27 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ wow wow wow. see if she ever does something nice again. ใ€‰

Only my playground. ใ€ˆ she looks over the city with a serene smile. even itachi can't ruin new york for her. ใ€‰

There anything you want a closer look at?
construing: (ponder.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-29 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Guessing you mean my high school and not my university. The latter is uptown.

ใ€ˆ she motions in the general direction of empire state u. ใ€‰

I was only there a semester and a half before I had to drop out. If you want my school-school, you'll have to give me a minute to simulate it because that's in Queens.

ใ€ˆ forest hills, to be precise. her neighborhood. ใ€‰
construing: (wait.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-30 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. We get more or less the same education ages 5 through 18, ใ€ˆ she explains as she turns off the simulation. the wind and the buildings vanish around them, leaving them on the floor of the simulation room. she works as she talks. at this point, she has a deft hand creating simulations from the ground up. ใ€‰

There's some variety like if a school specializes in sciences or art and music, but in general, it's a similar curriculum. University, you choose what you want to study: music, communications, chemistry, medicine… Sky and course catalog is the limit.

ใ€ˆ and how quickly a course fills up. that's a big one.

the simulation flickers to life around them. midtown high is a brick-and-mortar building comprising four floors, its name above the doors. trees cast shade over a green lawn where students would mill in good weather before and after school. yellow school buses wait in the road.

gwen shrugs further into her too big jacket.
ใ€‰

Midtown High. Four years here.
construing: (news.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
You wanted to see the school, so unless you have X-ray vision, we kind of have to. ใ€ˆ huh. ใ€‰ I wonder how X-ray vision works in this room.

ใ€ˆ is the simulation that perfect? or would it be a wall of ones and zeros? oh shit, could they see the matrix?

gwen leads the way inside. the interior is as she last saw it. the bulletin board is crammed with announcements. a banner on the wall reads congratulations to her graduating class. the fine hairs on the back of her neck rise.

looking away, she slides off her jacket and tosses it down the table outside the metal detectors. a web-line grabs it before it can start to fall and returns it to her once she's past.
ใ€‰

Where'd you want to—

ใ€ˆ the blaring of an alarm cuts her off. gwen nearly jumps out of her skin. ใ€‰
construing: (hell.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ the alarm ends, gwen is fairly certain her heart is about to jump outside her body, and spider-sense continues to not give her a heads-up. she takes a breath, then answers him verbally. ใ€‰

You set off the metal detector.

ใ€ˆ she could ask how many knives he has on him. but the answer is sure to depress her further so, for once, gwen takes the route that preserves her mental health. ใ€‰
construing: (serve.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yes? But you're already past so…I think we're good. ใ€ˆ turning around, she waves over her shoulder in the director of the metal detector. ใ€‰ Just remember to avoid it if we leave through those doors.

ใ€ˆ in the meantime, she will attempt to wrangle her heart, which has decided it would rather explode than be subject to more stress. a mood, if gwen is honest. around her neck, a black necklace formed except it shifts and stretches, delicate string-like pieces tasting the air. ใ€‰
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construing: (study.)

cw: america/guns/schools. this entire thread will be a content warning from here

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ gwen breathes a humorless "ha!" the tip of her tongue presses against a molar. ใ€‰

Yeah, that's not my world. Just my country, and its valuing guns over the lives of kids.

ใ€ˆ her sarcastic smile fades. ใ€‰

Not that metal detectors do shit.

ใ€ˆ something haunted crosses her face before she looks away. around her throat, the symbiote spreads. black threads wind over the shoulders of her jacket, almost vanishing against the black leather but for the way they stretch above it. ใ€‰
construing: (explain.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ there is a question in itachi's pronunciation of her name. gwen chooses not to hear it. delicately, she pulls her arm free. ใ€‰

Cafeteria is on the first floor, library on the second. The science labs are between the second and third floors. Outside are the football and baseball fields and the running track. I throw a mean javelin, and that was before I got super-strength.

Aside from that there's the gym, the music room, art room, computer labs… Everything else is pretty much classroom.

ใ€ˆ in contrast to before, her voice acquires a brighter tone. a note in it rings false, however. like she's putting on an act. (she is.) rather than let her thoughts catch up to her, gwen starts walking. she is not fully aware of what she is saying. (it doesn't really matter.) posters line the walls between students' lockers; again and again, the word "prom" is repeated. she ignores it as she tries to ignore the crawling sensation at her back removed from the symbiote. ใ€‰

Up to you where you wanna go.
construing: (woods.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-05-31 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Good choice.

ใ€ˆ gwen leads the way up the stairs. they pass by vending machines flanked by water fountains. they pass by classrooms, more lockers, a forgotten backpack, a half-empty water bottle left on the fire extinguisher. they pass by the bulletin board outside the english lit class, decorated with poems. the one in the middle starts, "natureโ€™s first green is goldโ€”"

school without the chatter and shouts of students, without the slamming of locker doors, without the stomping of hundreds of feet up and down the stairs proves unnerving. (there was a moment. a second of absolute silence.) the roof feels like it's dropping close to her head.

behind her, itachi makes no noise, and gwen finds herself talking just to provide a buffer between herself and the walls.
ใ€‰

—Em Jay wanted us to be famous rock stars, but we didn't get the band together until senior year when she and Glory got detention for punching a douchebag and bonded. Betty, we recruited after she hijacked the PA system to belt death metal songs. Back then, we called ourselves "Murderface" after Betty's cat. I'm still shocked the school agreed to let us play the prom with that name.

ใ€ˆ when she laughs, a brittle note so faint it could well be imagined underlies it. ใ€‰

We'd practice here after school. Midtown High: where the Mary Janes were born.

ใ€ˆ pushing open the door to the music room, gwen invites itachi through. most of the space in the room is taken up by folding chairs and sheet music stands organized in an arc facing the board. a piano takes up the corner opposite the door. the walls are painted with musical notes and genres while the windows look out to the athletic fields. toward the back, a variety of drums are organized against the wall including a drum kit. it is here gwen heads. picking up the sticks, she plays a quick little improvised beat. the sticks twirl almost fluid in her hands. ใ€‰
construing: (change.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-06-01 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
ใ€ˆ gwen smiles. ใ€‰ Because Em Jay is a force of nature.

ใ€ˆ her expression turns far away; her playing does not miss a beat. ใ€‰

We got attacked by ninja one time—long story. They were wielding katana, nunchucks, I'm pretty sure one of them had wire. Meanwhile, all we have are our instruments. Didn't faze Em Jay. Just a girl from Queens, and, ใ€ˆ laughing, ใ€‰ she swung on a fucking ninja with a guitar.

ใ€ˆ gwen wraps her hands around both sticks. she holds them in her lap. ใ€‰

Whatever Em Jay wants, she just…goes for it. Usually drives me up a wall, but, ใ€ˆ gwen clicks her tongue, ใ€‰ I love that girl. After graduation, she insisted we get the band back together. That was when we rebranded as the Mary Janes.
construing: (appointments.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-06-01 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're one of the few to make it big, it comes with money, fame, and prestige so…Yeah. Not easy, though. Takes skill, hard work, and a good deal of luck.

We have the skill. And Em Jay, Glory, and Betty are some of the hardest working people I know. Em Jay especially.

ใ€ˆ when she returns the sticks to their spot, they are both covered in tiny black spiders. slipping her hands into the jacket's pockets, gwen shrugs further into it. her eyes follow itachi's out the windows though she does not look at anything, only through. ใ€‰

She was the first one to put it together: that me and Spider-Woman are one and the same.

ใ€ˆ only may parker figured it out sooner, though the old woman did not breathe a word except to reassure gwen of her love. even gwen's father never realized his daughter was the fugitive he was hunting until gwen took her mask off in front of him. may and the girls, her father—ben, in his own way—they all sought to protect her. (she knows, but sometimes, she still wonders why.) ใ€‰

We can keep going, ใ€ˆ she says, standing up. gwen clears her throat. ใ€‰ There's not much else here unless you want to pick up bass. Which you should, we need a bass player.

ใ€ˆ not saying that the image of itachi on bass would be the greatest thing ever…except it absolutely would be. ใ€‰

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