๏ผ it gets a laugh. a short, spurious thing, ingenuine by the sharp edges hanging off the sound. his hand spasms into a tighter fist against wei wuxian's shoulder and then is forcibly relaxed. ๏ผ
I wouldn't want you to think we stand on unequal ground with one another, I suppose.
๏ผ he draws in a deep breath, the familiar scent clinging to wei wuxian's clothes is almost grounding in a way, the scent of jasmine and earth and growing things. and then his palm flattens out against wei wuxian's chest and he pushes himself back. extricating himself from the grip at his neck, the warmth and safety of it all.
to the second comment, permissive and soft, he says nothing. perhaps that is answer enough. ๏ผ
[His hand falls away and he tucks it into his lap where he won't be as tempted to reach for him again. Despite the weight of Itachi's sorrow, his words set a warmth ablaze in his chest and he meets Itachi's gaze with a bright gaze of his own.]
No, that wouldn't do. Not between us. [He says the last part quietly, almost experimentally. He knows he isn't Itachi's equal in combat, but that has never mattered between them. It's not what Itachi infers now.
There is a word for it of course, but it isn't one he has the courage to utter yet.]
I'm going to make us some tea. [He rises then, moving to where Itachi keeps his tea set and beginning to set things up. There is still a little of the Yunmeng tea he'd gifted to his friend, and he chooses it now, making a note to request some more for the next drop.]
๏ผ while wei wuxian busies himself, itachi disappears into the small bathroom adjacent to his quarters. the water runs briefly, and when he emerges again it's clear by the faint ruddy flush to his face that he's scrubbed all signs of the crying away. the walls are back up, even if the brief fracture has given wei wuxian insight he ... finds he does not mind him having. if it was to be anyone, at least it was him.
he says nothing. merely crosses back from the bathroom to the bed, and sits, and waits. ๏ผ
[When the tea is done, he brings both cups over, handing Itachi's to him and then sitting back down on the floor. It's comfortable down there and he's far less likely to spill. A glance at his friend tells him that he's put himself back together, and Wei Wuxian knows more than to try digging back into what happened moments ago.
That Itachi hadn't buckled under thunderous shame is more than enough of a win to him.]
Would you like to play a game of go when we're finished here?
๏ผ he curls long fingers around the tea, bowed over it in pensive thought. he does not lift his eyes, but rather than seeming like avoidance, it simply seems like weariness has taken hold and given a gravity to his attention that is not customarily present. he looks worn down, haggard in a way that's older than his body's age, as if every one of those moments lived within tsukuyomi has weighed him down.
he thumbs at the rim of the cup, thumb hitching on a slight flaw in the glaze he knows so well. then: ๏ผ
Stay with me tonight.
๏ผ neither question nor command, it simply is. ๏ผ
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I wouldn't want you to think we stand on unequal ground with one another, I suppose.
๏ผ he draws in a deep breath, the familiar scent clinging to wei wuxian's clothes is almost grounding in a way, the scent of jasmine and earth and growing things. and then his palm flattens out against wei wuxian's chest and he pushes himself back. extricating himself from the grip at his neck, the warmth and safety of it all.
to the second comment, permissive and soft, he says nothing. perhaps that is answer enough. ๏ผ
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No, that wouldn't do. Not between us. [He says the last part quietly, almost experimentally. He knows he isn't Itachi's equal in combat, but that has never mattered between them. It's not what Itachi infers now.
There is a word for it of course, but it isn't one he has the courage to utter yet.]
I'm going to make us some tea. [He rises then, moving to where Itachi keeps his tea set and beginning to set things up. There is still a little of the Yunmeng tea he'd gifted to his friend, and he chooses it now, making a note to request some more for the next drop.]
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he says nothing. merely crosses back from the bathroom to the bed, and sits, and waits. ๏ผ
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That Itachi hadn't buckled under thunderous shame is more than enough of a win to him.]
Would you like to play a game of go when we're finished here?
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๏ผ he curls long fingers around the tea, bowed over it in pensive thought. he does not lift his eyes, but rather than seeming like avoidance, it simply seems like weariness has taken hold and given a gravity to his attention that is not customarily present. he looks worn down, haggard in a way that's older than his body's age, as if every one of those moments lived within tsukuyomi has weighed him down.
he thumbs at the rim of the cup, thumb hitching on a slight flaw in the glaze he knows so well. then: ๏ผ
Stay with me tonight.
๏ผ neither question nor command, it simply is. ๏ผ
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In the meantime they take their tea in a comfortable silence, content in each other's company.]